John

Van Winkle

SPIRITUAL CONSULTANT

Howdy! My name is John Van Winkle and I'm a Spiritual Guide. I have a special spiritual relationship with Angelic and Goetic beings.  As a child, I knew something more existed in this world, a lot of things I was taught in school and church didn't seem to sit "comfortably" with me. I started to awaken to my gifts of being able to communicate with spiritual beings, past loved ones, manifesting, and other clairvoyant abilities. Now I use these gifts to help others on their journey. When you can see and experience the beauty of the spiritual realm, there's nothing like it! I'm excited to share this journey with you!

I help guide the individual into shadow work, meet spirit guides, and help to find your soul's purpose in this lifetime.  Shadow work is delving into your subconscious to access the deepest darkest traumas of this life and past lives.  I will help you understand why shadow work is very necessary to heal yourself and become the best version of yourself. I will help you to have unconditional love for yourself, which will spread to your loved ones and those close to you.

My soul's purpose is to bring Angelic and Goetic consciousness, unconditional love and light, the balance between light and dark, the balance between feminine and masculine energies, compassion, and service to the human culture.

The first step I took in this brutally crazy fucked emotional roller coaster of a life I was living was not just healing myself and being happy with whom I am.

The first step before I began to heal myself was not what others were telling me to do. (what do you do when someone TELLS you to do something? You resist) A few things I was told …. You have to love yourself! It's just a job, it's just a relationship, its just this and that! You have to be happy with who you are! Don’t go back to them, they don’t want you, they are only using you! You're Handsome! You're good at helping others!  That is a few of the “good” things. Here is a small list of the “negative” things…….  You're worthless! You’re a piece of shit! Your timing sucks! You can't complete anything! You will never amount to anything, You're ugly, you're fat, you're this and that and the list keeps going.)

THE FIRST THING I HAD TO DO FOR MYSELF WAS TO STOP LYING TO MYSELF!

Please re-read that again 

Now change HAD TO HAVE……and the WAS to IS

CONGRATULATIONS!! YOU ARE TAKING THE FIRST STEP! 

You should be smiling now because this is HUGE!

How did I heal my emotional self or my physical self without lying to myself you ask?

I just needed to stop questioning myself and DO IT!

Everyone I heard say this to me.  THE FIRST STEP IS THE HARDEST.

I am my best teacher. I listened to others for a long time and nothing made sense. A few things here and there did make sense to me

 but until I started to take ACCOUNTABILITY In myself and stop lying to myself nothing sank in.

I am here to offer my help. But for this to work there has to be an energy exchange. I do charge for my time, my services, and even my worksheets.  I have learned that a monetary exchange (yes money is energy) hits hard. Knowledge is not free, you have to PAY ATTENTION to learn. As part of this learning, I noticed that when people pay their hard-earned money they set themselves accountable for the learning. If I give you free services or free time, most just put that information in the trash or a pile of other papers they say “they will get to it when they have time”

My time and your time are very valuable. Let's not waste it.

The step that I took immediately after taking accountability for lying to myself was to: CHANGE MY NEGATIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE TO POSITIVE! 

I used this Montra whenever I have a negative thought enter my brain: "What is the best that can happen"

Most of us know a phrase very similar to this one. what is the worst that can happen?  Change that one word WORSE TO BEST!

Let me tell you that this worked for me! Did It take saying this a million times in one day as soon as a negative thought popped into my head, YES! That was a hard start to the day for me but it did work and the next day it was a lot easier to shift my negative thoughts to positive ones. Every day got easier and easier.

WHAT IS THE BEST THAT CAN HAPPEN 

(remember our thoughts shape our reality)